XIANG+XIN hitorkiri battousai

what is the purpose of my existence?
this question has been haunting me for a very long time..

what do i live for? why am i here? zzz.. full of thoughts..

since this is my 1st post, i shall do a lil' self-intro:

-xiang xin here;
-aka Believe, XX, toothsqueeze;
-calls myself Kenshin;
-20 this year;
-born in the year of the rabbit (cute :p);
-star sign: virgo;
-birthstone: sapphire;
-currently a diver in Naval Diving Unit Clearance Diving Group (Mine Disposal Team)
-likes: DoTA; GunZ; playing the electone; listening to music; Otsuka Ai; BoA; watching most anime; Rurouni Kenshin; playing chinese chess (PCC.. whatever..); sports; iced milo; pondering, pondering and pondering..
-dislikes: smokers smoking next to me (sry if i have offended anyone..); LOUD music; seafood; choices; erm.. uncertainty?
-talks very very little (serious..);
-don't really know how to open up;
-only open up when with friends who have the same hobbies as me;
-pessimist at times, optimist at others.. never a realist..
-no life..

enough about me.. now about what happened today..

today was a dangerous, but fortunate, day..

on my way home, in the bus, i passed by a vehicular accident.. i think a car rammed into a double-decker bus.. the same number i was in.. bus number 8.. i was thinking: fortunately i was late and took the later bus.. coz my seat was at the back on the right, the same place where the car crashed into the other bus..

phew..

ok.. shall pen down my thoughts of the day now..

If you think that remembering things is difficult, try forgetting them..
Some things can never be erased from your mind no matter what you do..
"Time heals all wounds"
Is it true?
If so, how long?
I'm about to find out..