confused.. what should i do next?
i'm scared of the consequences of my actions..
y muz this happen??? juz when i was about to ......
o well.. i guess this is part and parcel of life.. mental and emotional uncertainties..
@12:52:00 AM
1st and foremost, i muz thank sze bim for helping me design this blog for me.. although this is nothing compared to her own blog, PUFFEE.. haha.. nevertheless, thanks alot!!
today i went to town, saw alot of gd-looking girls and women.. man! it was a right choice i made to go to town instead of DoTA-ing wif my frens today.. lol
anyway, i was in town to look for some jap music cds and video cds.. could find some, but price-wise, a lil over my budget.. wait till i save more 1st..
thought of the day:
Does fashion make a person? Or do people create fashion?
@11:50:00 PM
still kinda new to this blogging system.. may look quite boring, and lots of features missing.. bear with me.. i'm still learning..
you may have already noticed that my url sounds dumb..
http://wangxiangxin.blogspot.com
i purposely chose this cos' its unique, one of a kind, and that no one else will ever think of choosing it, unless maybe he/she has the same name as me..
nah.. kidding.. actually, i can't think of any other names at the moment.. will change if i feel like changing it.. :)
nothing much happened in camp today.. except that we ran alot in the morning.. and PRETENDED to help out others in the afternoon..
after we're secured, my DoTA LAN clan went to Sembawang Shopping Center to play DoTA again, as scheduled on every thursday supposedly.. WUSS got to see Shu En, and got so happy about it.. and i can say that i improved again in today's games.. haha
thought of the day:
Do you still remember the very first dream you had?
from the show "Tokyo Friends"
@12:30:00 AM
what is the purpose of my existence?
this question has been haunting me for a very long time..
what do i live for? why am i here? zzz.. full of thoughts..
since this is my 1st post, i shall do a lil' self-intro:
-xiang xin here;
-aka Believe, XX, toothsqueeze;
-calls myself Kenshin;
-20 this year;
-born in the year of the rabbit (cute :p);
-star sign: virgo;
-birthstone: sapphire;
-currently a diver in Naval Diving Unit Clearance Diving Group (Mine Disposal Team)
-likes: DoTA; GunZ; playing the electone; listening to music; Otsuka Ai; BoA; watching most anime; Rurouni Kenshin; playing chinese chess (PCC.. whatever..); sports; iced milo; pondering, pondering and pondering..
-dislikes: smokers smoking next to me (sry if i have offended anyone..); LOUD music; seafood; choices; erm.. uncertainty?
-talks very very little (serious..);
-don't really know how to open up;
-only open up when with friends who have the same hobbies as me;
-pessimist at times, optimist at others.. never a realist..
-no life..
enough about me.. now about what happened today..
today was a dangerous, but fortunate, day..
on my way home, in the bus, i passed by a vehicular accident.. i think a car rammed into a double-decker bus.. the same number i was in.. bus number 8.. i was thinking: fortunately i was late and took the later bus.. coz my seat was at the back on the right, the same place where the car crashed into the other bus..
phew..
ok.. shall pen down my thoughts of the day now..
If you think that remembering things is difficult, try forgetting them..
Some things can never be erased from your mind no matter what you do..
"Time heals all wounds"
Is it true?
If so, how long?
I'm about to find out..
@11:41:00 PM
Xiang Xin
LOVES+
<coming soon..>
-get into a university
-complete NS
-get a girlfriend, most prob haf to wait till uni.. :(
-get Otsuka Ai's albums
-get SweetS '5 Elements' album
-learn to play mahjong
-that's all for now..
PUFFEE (Sze Bim)
PinkyVan (Vanessa)
GenSephyr (cousin Gerald)
Wing Lun
Alexander
Wee Koon
Wayne Lee
some blog that i like.. nice pix
Eugene
